I don't know what to do help me :'(?

Hi Flo... You really need to let go of Loren. You may still love her, but she sounds like she's too much trouble romantically. She's dropped you what, 2 or 3 times? I know from personal experience that people can appear like they've really changed after they stopped talking to you for a while, but honestly I would not risk it because most likely they have not. She doesn't seem like a stable partner, and it doesn't seem like she cares about hurting you because she's dropped you so many times before. If you don't want to stay with your new girlfriend, then just spend some time single to figure things out. Sometimes you need some space and time to think about things and make some changes in yourself, so that you can meet people who are good for you. It sounds like you are too invested in your relationships, and tend to get interested in the wrong people. I would recommend taking some time off to think about things. Good luck!